Date : Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Time : 11:56 AM
Title : wednesday afternoon..


hi peeps.. its me agn... bt if its nt me hor.. den hu??? its my bloggu leh... =x keke.. im sot liao la.. (crazy)..

went meeting 2dae nv order lunch.. den order mac lor... keke! thanks to all my jie jie...^^ i manage to accumulate $18.65 leh!!! lol.. tho they sae no min order charge.. bt afta tat.. they sae mus hv a min order of $18.00~~ lol.. well thx to all my jie jie lor.. i think oso one jie fu~ the bf of one of them......... so swt of them leh... =P oh!! oso thx to weiming... he help me to change some loose money... "ling qian" so i cn pay christie her change.. =P tyty ...

well.. nw lunch break.. nth to do.. hope my lunch comes soon.. if nt i will starve ahh.. =P keke.. well.. i go pray le.. lol.. pray for wad??? pray my food comes quikly~~~~~ plsssssssss ahh**

*.*~

Labels:



Date : Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Time : 6:11 PM
Title : im back~


hey.. its me.. im back.. long time no blog alrdy.. 2dae was a bz dae for me.. had to read some documents to prepare myself for a meeting 2ml on site.. =(

had a long rest last wk as it was cny.. keke =P nv tot it was soo boring.. bt den i had a nice rest la.. =P

went out wif him ytd.. dunoe y.. bt wheneva i think of my family.. n my parents.. i get soo sian.. den he noticed it too.. he keep emphasing.. "i go out wif u.. y u so sian" n he gt upset too.. haix.. dunoe lah.. 2dae he told me he gg out.. nv sae it was wif a gal.. seems lyk he loves to go out wif other girls ma.. keke.. jus as well.. he cn noe other gals more.. den mayb one dae dowan me.. wun b soo upset la.. lol.. =x wad a tot.. =O

mayb im so tired 2dae.. had to finish so much info in half a dae?? cos i was free oni afta lunch.. =x nt sae no gud la.. bt it beats having nth to do.. keke =D

ok.. i shall go back to studying.. if nt i might hv to camp in office 2nite le.. =x eeeee...


Date : Wednesday, February 21, 2007
Time : 12:17 PM
Title : Whats wrong wid me?


haix.. wads wrong wid me realli?? im beginning to doubt my own dear.. =x or is it cos im feeling insecured?? or im too sensitive le.. =x i noe its wrong of me to doubt him.. n he oso assured me nth is gg on betwn the 2 of them.. hmm.. he told me nt to doubt him oso.. n tat he loves oni me.. den y he don stop her frm sending him those mushy smses? =x bt mayb its oso im toooooooooooooooooooooooooo sensitive!!! i oni saw one of tat kind of sms tat dae n this stoopid feeling has been buggin me the whole wk.. haix.. im soo "shi bai" mayb its realli the girl "yi xiang qing yuan"??? or mayb its me "xiang tai duo" haha.. perhaps perhaps perhaps.. =p

Labels:



Date : Tuesday, February 20, 2007
Time : 4:34 PM
Title : Im back~



Yay..! 4:35pm.. im back from the Istana.. keke... =p i saw my dardar on duty.. haha ^o^ n i oso went for a tour inside Istana sia.. lol.. this is the first time i see my dar in the nos.1 uniform leh.. haha.. dardar look so smart.. afta tat my dardar de mom n sis.. we went PS for some drinks.. i had ice tehsi.. aunty had ice lemon tea.. n kathy = dardar de younger sis had ice milo.. haha.. we ate some food den start to make our way out le.. they cont to go shopping.. while i come home lieo.. keke.. =x didnt wanna go shopping cos i wan to play maple.. lol.. actualli is i abit tired le.. den no mood go walk walk.. haha.. =x

well.. it was a diff experience.. tho 2dae was my 2nd time there.. bt it was my first time i saw dardar on duty.. haha.. =P bt i mus sae they vry poor thing.. mus stand under the hot sun sia.. ='( poor thing.. bt dardar so lucky.. his 2nd shift is stand under shelter.. i missed the slot where he stand under hot sun 1...! llol.. i sooo bad sia.. want to see dardar under hot sun!! keke =p


PS: see carefully.. the figure behind is dardar... keke =P and this beautiful lady in the pic.. is his mom.. aunty mary~ keke

Labels:



Date :
Time : 11:03 AM
Title : New Post..


2dae is alrdy the 3rd day of CNY alrdy.. everyone has or has almost finished wif all their visiting.. keke.. me oso.. bt 2nite i think im gg out for another round of visiting.. haha.. so bz lyk tat.. well.. for the 1st n 2nd day of CNY.. i did meet up wif dardar.. lol.. wich is the first time in my life i did tat during CNY.. keke.. we went to movie n walk walk.. nt bad la.. den 2nd nite he go back to camp n i go my ahma hse lor.. haha..

2dae is wednesday.. im suppose to start my maple hard core trainin.. haha.. =x bt im gg to dardar istana de OPEN HOUSE!!! yay~~! cn see dardar in white uniform agn.. sooo smart.. haha.. well.. gtg prepare le.. lata his mummy n daddy comin to fetch me go tgt.. keke.. here wishin everyone a happy piglet new year!!! yay~.. ^o^

enjoy ur dae guys~!!! ^^


Date : Friday, February 16, 2007
Time : 3:52 PM
Title : Eve eve of CNY...


arghh..! so bored leh.. ='( eve eve of CNY.. 2dae suppose nth to do.. bt im still stuk here.. lol.. =x

wad to do?? sian ahhh...

2 more daez new year le.. gong xi gong xi..


Date :
Time : 2:02 PM
Title : feb 16th...2007




cute rite??? keke.. thx canny jie jie~~ happy CNY too!!! gong xi gong xi gong xi ni ahh!

Labels:



Date :
Time : 9:36 AM
Title : Pictures**


Selena n Grace..
me n lynette..
my cousins: jereina.. kavan.. me.. roxanne.. georgina..
joanna n me..

me.. carol.. peizhi.. serene.. kexin.. shuhui (in pink).. we at march'e
me.. joanna..selena (infront of me).. grace..

selena.. andrea.. joanna.. me..

hmm.. i was looking thru my handphone.. den i realized i actualli gt some of the pictures i took tat day on my fren - li tengs's 21st bdae~!! omg.. how cn i forgot to post sia... =(
den oso cos of work.. no time.. soo now den i upload.. keke.. sry ah girls.. =P















Labels:



Date :
Time : 9:25 AM
Title : Supper~












Far left: 2 milo dinosaur... RAWRRR~~
left: my dardar wif our milo dinosaur.. =P

keke.. soo long no blogg-goo le... =P cos of rushin some project soo no time ahh.. keke.. bt now im done le.. soo cn relax n start blogging loh.. ^o^

well.. y i sae supper.. cos on the eve of valentines.. my dar actualli planned a surprise supper nite-out.. lol.. he made me worried for lyk the whole nite lor.. =( bt in the end.. it was still a pleasant one la.. keke =P


me with the 2 milo dinosaur.. sob.. no prata... ='(

we had roti-prata for supper.. pity i no take pic... i actualli forgot!!!!! OMG.. sob... ='(

Labels: ,



Date : Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Time : 7:49 PM
Title : Poor Girl.. =(


8pm alrdy.. poor regina koh shu hui is still stuck in her stupid n idiotic company's office... =x

noe y i sae 2dae no gud.. too emo le.. girl ah girl.. tot i told u tat not to get to emo no matter wad u do.. or hu u will be in contact wif?? sometimes i tend to forget that i told myself that b4.. i dowan to be so unfeelin.. i wan to taste how to care n feel for other pple.. at the same time i dowan to get hurt cos i do tat.. =x so ironic hor?? thats me for u.. haha..

sometimes i noe hiding behind reality is no gud.. is unhealthy.. bt i find tat in that way.. my life is happier.. n more beautiful.. n i realli hope my life cn be so happy n beautiful.. LOL.. i make myself out to be sooo kor lian tai... =x well mayb cos if im lyk tat ba.. lol.. owaiz think soo negatively of myself.. or isit cos since young i seldom mingle ard wif pple.. most of the time im owaiz alone.. or no one to tok to.. frens all soo nice n happy wif u 2dae... next dae.. they all shun away.. i oso dunoe y..

i get scared if i open myself too much to pple ard me.. i fear tat one dae.. they no longer get in touch wif me le.. so i hv to start all over agn to noe more new frens.. n start to trust all over agn.. trust is realli hard to earn.. especially now im workin le.. i noe its even harder... but??? not even abit cn they trust me ma??? i feel so useless lor if thats the case... since young in my family.. no one bother to trust me.. the oni doubt me... dun think no such things happen.. it realli do..

i hv to put up a tough front to show that im nt bothered by those kinda doubt.. n i hv to learn to take that in my stride somemore.. in my family... u canot do this.. oni they cn do that.. even when in sch.. its the same.. in life same.. in r/s even lagii same.. LOL.. =x

mayb things arent realli tat bad la.. think positve girl~!!! haha.. tatz y im so happy-go-lucky most of the time.. bt when my emo hits the peak liao.. or im provoked.. sry lor.. i wun care if even u are the president or hell wadeva impt pple in my life or anything.. i dun care liao de lor.. i unhappy means i unhapply...LOL.. bt farnie ah.. i unhappy or sad.. oso for a few seconds nia.. after tat im back to normal.. bt that kind of sad n sucky feelin still lurks ard lor... =x

bt jus nw dardar asked me.. u realli ok ma?? in a tone i realli nv hear b4 de.. or maybe dam rare de.. n i feel realli contented n comforted... haha.. im an easily contented girl.. mayb dar is realli changing liao.. somehow i sense it abit.. BUT.. mayb.. hu noes.. it may jus in the end be jus an illision... a dream that i may nv wanna wake up frm...


perhaps.. perhaps... perhaps.....

goOd nite everyone.. hv a swt dream..!

Labels:



Date :
Time : 8:22 AM
Title : Is 2dae realli tuesday??


hmm.. as per the abv mentioned title.. is 2dae realli tuesday?? O.O

haha... cos 2dae everything i do is sooo slow sia.. wake up late... do things slowly.. walk oso walk slowly.. keke.. reply sms oso slowly... (wich is rare) =P.. lol.. mayb cos im tired..

previous wk was soo tiring.. partly cos i went clubbn den nt enuf slp.. den last nite work ot.. den afta tat go out play game.. i think until 1030+ den go home.. lol.. dardar sae take taxi.. keke.. so i got home earlier lor.. =x

hmm.. i hope 2dae nth goes wrong.. if realli my onhand project goes smoothly 2dae.. i no need ot le.. keke.. hope so lor... hao la.. jia u everybody..!! ^o^

<3 christie...canny...cv mummy...michelle.. & most impt one - my dardar...
LOL.. enjoy ur dae..


Date : Monday, February 12, 2007
Time : 8:07 AM
Title : a New dae~


2dae is monday.. christie haben come in leh.. sob sob.. dunoe is it cos she sick or wad.. =(

i went to highlight my hair on sundae la.. i wanted the light beige color bt the auntie sae the color canot be done.. cos of my hair.. lol.. den she used another bright color for me.. haha.. the effect nt so nice sia.. *bleah* my bf sae nt bad.. lyk last time one of my senior hair.. bt nicer abit.. keke.. =P bt den my colleague sae nt nice.. haha.. i oso dunoe is it nice or nt.. bt i feel diff lor.. wich is wad i wan.. bt at the same time i oso wan it to be nice la... keke.. bt if my hair still gt pple sae nice.. im sure it is ok la.. cos diff pple diff views..

last nite i smsed my dar.. i told him of how i feel.. i told him i wanted us to get back the feelin in the past.. we had a long tok.. we almost break up.. bt in the end he asked me.. "are u happy being wif me?" i said yes.. cos thats wad im realli feeling.. mayb cos im unhappy is of his attitude towards me la.. so i oso told him liao.. he sae he will change.. n i realli hope so.. keke.. so happy~ ^o^~

well.. time to start work le.. keke.. morning mina-san~
<3 dardar.. muack u~

Labels:



Date : Thursday, February 8, 2007
Time : 12:30 PM
Title : sian lor..


finally its lunch time.. 2dae sibei sian.. had oni 2hrs+ of slp.. den came to work.. come work nvm.. i kena told off by someone senior den me cos i didnt do the formula rite.. BUT the thing is.. i doin other stuffs.. den he ask me change another one.. of cos i change liao.. go back to wad im doin originally rite??? den when everything settle.. den go back check agn.... so i sae "i haben do check finish.. will do it lata" he sae.. where u go find time do... n he walk away.. sian lor... ..

keke.. bt thinkn of last nite i went clubbn wif my new found frens n gf... lol... it was realli fun!! how i wish i cn go clubbn wif them more frequently.. sobb.. ='(


Date : Wednesday, February 7, 2007
Time : 1:28 PM
Title : feeling lousy...


im feeling so lousy rite nw.. ........................................................................
he dun wan me go clubb.. nvm...... ...................................
i ask him so he meetin me??.. .................................................
he sae i gg clubbn how to meet......... .................. ...............
afta tat i feel so losuy.......... ......................
lyk he is blaming me.. .......... but he used to sae... .............." thru sms how u noe wad tone im using.. .........." so i dowan to come up wif my conclusion tat he is blamin me.. .............................................. or m i suppose to think tat way.. ?? ...........

i alrdy told a few of my clubbn forum fren tat im meetin them... .............. but i jus told them i nt gg 2nite le... .................. sian....................................

he called me....... ................ sae... " go clubbn lor... dun lata sae i bully u.........." how m i suppose to go?? .............. haix.. or shuld i realli jus go...................... ............................................. *bleah*... realli no mood ahh.......... .................. everything jus sux................. nth is rite for me 2dae..........................................................

jus feel that recently we are soo far apart........ ........................... feeling insecurity.............. ....................... mayb its jus stress... " tho i dun realli belive tat i get stressed eva b4... " .................................. mayb i shuld jus think that im stressed.. ............... pple think working where gt stress.......... .......................................... ya.. working no stress.. ............... oni human = me............ get stress................................. ahhh... i jus hope tat one fine dae i wake up to see another side of this ugly world........... ............................................ ................................. one dae.. he will sae.. come lets go clubbn... two dae... he sae... come i carry ur bag for u.... 3 dae.. he will sae.. dar lets go shopping.. ............. 4 dae.. he will sae.. dar u tired ma?? i carry u on my back........ 5 dae.. he will sae.. dun worri... i will support wadeva decisions u make.. 6 dae.. he will sae..... dar i prepared sth nice for u.. ............. 7 dae.. he will sae... dar, remb u once asked wad will be the most romantic thing i will do for u?? ...

bt i noe.. none of them will come true.. so y m i still tgt wif him?? mayb cos i still love him?? or has it become a habit where i dowan to change... i m tired of my close ones leaving me one by one.. as in close frens.. nt relative or wad.. frens owaiz change.. bt my feelings cnt... i hate the feelin of loneliness.. yet i dun mind being alone at times..

pple owaiz take me for granted cos i dun grumble.. i dun rebuke them.. i dun mind helpin.. bt dun make it seem lyk im there for u.. so u mus maxi the use of me.. dun oni think of me when its oni ur last resort.. i may be happy-go-lucky... bt i do tings seriously too... ..... i may seem blur.. its bcos i dowan to noe too much.. i dowan to hurt myself in the end.... .........

dun think u noe me vry well cos u hv read my feelings in my blog.. ........... nt 100% is realli true when afta i posted dis blog up....... .. it may jus b a moment of fiq tat i sae those things.. ...................... so dun be so HL n sae oh i noe wad type of person u are...... ty..


Date :
Time : 10:27 AM
Title : 2dae is not my dae..


1. haix.. mornin overslpt..

2. received my dar dar de sms.. he sae next time where i wan go .. go.. he wun interfere le.. O.O**

3. contact lens rite side one.. break.. im left wif one eye to see liao..

4. went toilet.. forgot my blouse has a back ribbon.. den when i went toilet.. it drop into the toilet bowl... eeeeeeeww~

5. wait n see... shall update u guys 2ml ba..

haix.. now feelin so lost.. dunoe wad to do.. no mood to do work.. no mood for anything... *gulp*


well cya guys.. hv a nice day..

Labels: ,



Date : Tuesday, February 6, 2007
Time : 7:58 AM
Title : Another Dae..


Mornin tuesday poppers.. why i sae poppers?? cos im glad u pple took time to pop over my "bu luo ge" - Blog n scroll thru my blogs.. keke.. =P

well.. im currently listenin to a song cor.. Only Human by K.. it's a song for this show cor " yi gong sheng de yan lei" one litre of tears??? i guess so.. haha.. still too blur in the morning to figure out is it rite or wrong.. =P a nice n saddenin song i mus sae.. bt my kor sae its a nice show.. mayb i realli shuld stop playng so much maple n start to find more interestin things to do.. haha.. *shrugs*

well.. i met my bf last nite as he sae he is sick n need to go clinic.. so i go wif him.. i did abit of OT to pass time den nt long afta.. my boss ask me to pack up n go home.. so i left the office wif him le.. haha.. den i waited ard 1Hr+ for dar @ Yew Tee.. nth to do.. i sit at bustop read newspaper.. keke.. i nv took my dinner as i dun lyk to eat by myself.. sry dar i lied i had mac.. =X *feels guilty~*

hope my dar gets well soon.. happy mapling ohh~ ^o^

Labels: , , ,



Date : Monday, February 5, 2007
Time : 12:47 PM
Title :


Hey its me again~~~!! keke.. if nt me den hu??? *duh*

anyway.. i was reading christie de bu luo ge jus nw.. den i found the place where i cn go buy the choco mould liao~ keke.. mus pop by one of dis dae.. keke.. den cn make choco for valentines.. as well as cny~ keke.. mus wish me luk in completing the choco wor.. gt once i do bt failed... *sobsob..*

lets jus hope tis time round all is well..

hmm.. so bz wid the stupid project.. haha.. a project wich is nt impt.. lol.. anyway.. jus treat it as a pratice lor.. keke..


miss my dar.. bt he lyk dunoe.. mayb cos i nv tell him bah.. sometimes in the nite.. i will think think bout our r/s.. haix.. when we are tgt.. he play maple.. when we are nt tgt.. i play maple.. haha.. =P

Labels: ,



Date : Saturday, February 3, 2007
Time : 11:18 AM
Title :


keke.. 2dae is sat alrdy.. so fast.. cny is coming.. 15 days more~~ *O.O*

last nite canny.. christie.. may n me went to visit our colleagues n his wife + baby gal at east shore hospital~.. den b4 tat we had dinner at bedok interchange ma.. lol.. they waited almost half n hr for me cos of the hokkien mee( fried prawn mee).. lol.. cos my bf came n meet me for dinner.. soo we all eat dinner tgt.. in the end we reached the hospital ard 9pm.. keke.. soo late sia.. sry canny.. sry christie.. sry may.. keke..

bt the baby is cute la!!!.. keke.. first time i visit colleague's family in hospital.. first time we went out to hv dinner tgt.. keke.. i think gt alot more of first time comin up~..

k la.. next time den upload some of their happy family's pic.. keke.. **


Date : Friday, February 2, 2007
Time : 8:11 AM
Title : yay~


2dae is friday~!! woot.. last dae of the week.. keke.. bt somehow i feel nth leh.. mayb cos everydae is lyk the same to me.. haha..

last nite selena n mi went shoppin for li teng's bdae gift.. den we bought her a braun buffel wallet.. keke.. nice sia.. =P soo pretty~ haha.. afta tat we went shoppin somemore..

i bought a pair of shoes n a shorts.. the shorts is for my new yr de.. keke.. nice de wor.. bt the price abit high end.. keke.. bt nvm la.. once in a while buy new yr clothes ma.. keke.. =P now i left some accessories n mayb buying one more set of clothes ba.. see how lor.. ^.^

den dis morn when i reach office.. i found out tat my rite shoe ah.. gt the nail come out!!! OMG.. bt now i manage to hit it dwn le.. bt mayb i will go back to find the 2 nice lady n ask for an exchange ba.. no point buying sth tat is spoilt ma.. keke.. bt see how first.. mayb not gg oso.. =X

hehe.. one of my colleague ah.. his wife gave birth to a cuteeee baby girl dis morn ard 4+am.. haha.. i teased n sae.. gt as cute as me nort... keke... he sae his baby girl cuter!!! SOB~~~

keke.. ok la.. time to start work le... mornin everyone.. keke.. JIA U JIA U~ 2dae friday le... ^^


Date : Thursday, February 1, 2007
Time : 8:22 AM
Title : Febuary the 1St..


wahahaha.. finally feb has arrived.. keke.. count dwn 18 more days to cny~ woot!! *^.^*~

anyway.. 2dae is thursday le.. keke.. fri is coming.. n wkend is near-ing.. pwooT..lalalaa... keke sat i gg dwn amore fitness for kick-boxing session.. dunoe how will it be lyk hor.. hehe.. heng qi dai eh.. =P bt it seems that the rate per session is expensive wor.. O.O bt nvm.. the lady sae will bring me ard n i will get a free trial (as i asked got free class ma?) keke..

ok la.. got to start work le.. to all my colleagues n frens.. enjoy the month of feb.. anticipate the cheerfulness of cny.. treasure ur every moments n hv a happy thursday~ keke..


Morning ~~~ \^o^/

Labels: , ,




About me










A normal girl who works, school & loves. Day-dreaming is her hobby and missing him is a routine.


My wishlist

1. Get married by 25 years old
ROM on 10 Oct 2010
2. Graduate with B.ASc by end of the year
Convocation in Aug 2010
3. Holiday Trip to HK/Taiwan/Europe Turkey 算不算呢?/Japan
4. Own a Burberry tote bag
Haymarket tote 5. More sleep, less fats



Her Memoirs

January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010



Her Fan-subs

Our Wedding Room
Christie
Linz
Jewl
Chai Xuan
JY
Andrea
tingahMao
tracie
Sinni
Carol
kavan



Her Chats






MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com




Credits

Designer : Jacquline
Basecodes : 1 2 3 4