Date : Tuesday, February 5, 2008
Time : 12:02 PM

Title : Im confused.

Ever since he came into my life.. i saw the other side of this world that im living in.. he made me brave and step out of my own circle..but in the end.. he left me seeing this world in darkness..

den i realised tt i cnt jus rely on my feelings to like anyone le.. like tat i will like all of them that i have feelings for.. but den.. why do i feel sth diff about the way he treats me leh? is tt wad u call the special feeling?

i dunoe is it im feeling empty and alone within me or i realli like him.. its jus so unexplainable.. i learnt alot during this few months.. feelings are mutual.. the come as easy as they go.. furthermore.. im still so vulnerable at this stage.. too naive as well.. its better that i fang kai shou.. xing fu will come to me one day.. i dun need to ke yi search for it.. :p

all these i realise.. i understand.. but i jus dowan to face the truth.. maybe this is wad we call zi qi qi ren.. haha :p

just wan to say.. i realli enjoyed ur company kun..
tks for being there for me when im down..
u will find ur true love one dae..
wo bu pa you yi tian ni hui ai shang wo.. :p
cos
wo gen hai pa you yi tian wo bu hui shi na ge ai ni de ren...

i will find my xing fuu.. :D
at least i realli believe that b4..

Labels: confused, fang shou